~^MiN^~

2007-02-22T21:27:00.001-08:00

Everyone has their own rite to love a person.. is juz which person u fell in love deeply.. if u didn't fell deeply in love wif the person who fell deeply in love wif u alr.. wat can u do? get all these sucky comments? izzit fair? world can nv be fair! juz blame on fade.. arghx!
OKAY OKAY! stop all those sucky comments.. everybody dun wish to start a quarrel juz like tat rite? its sound so freaking childish la.. we are all grown ups.. so should noe wat to do rite?..

Thinking of closing down this blog.. cuz i totally have no time to blog at all.. sry to all the readers..
OR maybe i'll still continue to blog.. juz see how it goes alright:)

Working at Zara life isn't easy as i can say.. if u are races, u'll definetly hate it.. At first they treat new comers like ONE KIND.. but anyway i'll still continue to take up this challenge.. be'ços of my future.. i've to work hard.. if nt my dreams will nv come true..

2006-12-13T19:49:00.000-08:00

lately been watching some lasbi movies.. so far 2 girls in love ad better than chocolate is the best movie ever, and e ending her actually allow them to be together.. oh my.. so touching...

acc dearly to work, but b4 tat we grib our lunch at Subway.. okay its our first time eating so we didnt noe how to order, lyk sua ku..keke.. but but.. nt onli us, a bunch of youngsters behind us oso dunno.. and the food name is italian.. we got no ideal how to pronounce it.. the waitress oso hard to serve us..
hmmm...Delirious meal.. went shopping didnt intend to get bikini, cuz dearly is lenting mi. but in e end i still bought it.. nvm.. dear we wear together lor.. ok tats for today:) will update soon!

2006-11-16T12:23:00.000-08:00

Ytd nite had problem with my family.. cry myself to slp.. there is always unsolveable problem among us.. haiz.. cheer up!! hope everything will end soon or say solve it soon.. juz leave everything to god..
today eyes soo swollen:(.. look soo ugly lor.. tot today got 2 test IGV and M8.. but luckily onli M8 test.. i studied ytd nite knowing there is 2 tests today but dunno wat am i studying abt which sub.. juz study wat ever notes that gave it to mi..
today morning lesson was cancel.. can wake up late..ok got to stop here..
continue my busy journey...

2006-11-15T10:23:00.000-08:00

Happy 5th month anni to U!..

ytd my sis and bro make mi so grief lor.. Cannot stand them play like as if they going to make the house over turn, beat each other ect. Worst den a kindergarden.. Ytd sch was okay.. but our class include mi strongly disagree to the tests given last min. Most of the class wrote petition as some of them didn't write, cuz scare creates troubles. Today all class representive have a meeting with the director, as our class dina is representive going to bring out this topic, and hope this problem would solve asap. Because sch is giving us alot of tests in the veri last min, even the notes is last 3 days distribute. In the veri beginning of the module sch's stated tat here is no M8 tests for us, as mainly is to forcus on our porjects ONLI. but now these words are turn into tin ash, they taking back their words and gave us a big tests. It realli stress mi up.. when will this end? i'm so tired of life sometime..
Today we have adventure rope, its a class activties. Hope we will enjoy it. got to go watch my show!
Ended here... to be continue...

2006-11-13T14:50:00.000-08:00

Finally finish my M8 project le.. wat a great relieve.. its been month nv really relax myself even got go out play but there is still burden and tots abt my projects.. now left M8 tests and one more IGV project 2 need to do and study leJ
thur
r class have class excursion, got a retire man come to our class to give us a adventure knowledge.. like how to study the map and how to read the compass.. ai ya.. i have totally no interest in it, still give us a big map.. good quality paper somemore.. waste of paper and ink-.-''
On our way while in the bus my classmate damn funni.. nobody wanna listen to the old man toking.. everybody in the bus is eating and pass tibits ard, and i'm down there drinking lotsa water cuz i'm sick:(
When we reach there drop off the bus haven 5 mins, its starts raining.. rain more heavily.. till the old man asked us to go back to the bus.. and this time jac pray hard that continue rain and rain heavily.. ya god heard her prayer.. den the old man decide to go back to sch.. Some of them including mi and her drop now at Vivo City.. Spent my rest of my day there..jac, yuanling she and mi went window shopping awhile.. there is a shop called Mother Garden, I simply love the things inside.. i wanna a small coach from there..
Dear and mi catch a moive ltr in e evening.. Flush Away! haha lame show..
ya so that e day!

fri
work the whole day with my sis and Yan.. we were like slacking the whole day la.. we take turn to slack keke.. at nite dear come find mi at my work place and i got another chance to slack again.. dear bought a polo tee for mi.. Thanks dear:)) while choosing my polo Yan called mi say the head department come.. WTH man! but i still take my time went down to the "Bao Today" but tian sum to eat.. wa wait veri long lor.. got another call my sis say the head manager wait veri long.. ok she help mi wait for my damn food.. went up act veri clam as like nothing gonna happen.. cuz Yan told him tat i went down to buy food.. but when i came up my hand was empty.. bo pain.. food too slow to let mi bring up.. Luckily he nv ask anithing juz wan mi to make my log in thumb print.. So the day was save..

sat
wake up early in the moring to repack alll my things again.. Clean my table, bed, and clean up my whoel house..
At evening my dad drive us to cause way to get my old phone repaired.. need to wait for their call to get back my hp.. went to shop around and headed home..
Wat a good gal i've been for tat day keke;P

sun
After church went back to causeway wif my mother to buy things.. Didn't feel like going out tat day.. since she dun wanna come out.. Mother help mi cut my hair.. hmmm.. and tats it for e day..

2006-11-10T15:31:00.000-08:00

Its been long time since i update.. arghx! My life so sux, bloody hell difficult.. I dun wanna think much, and neither should i bother much.. the more i bother the more life difficult for mi.. ok i have struggle finish my M8, 3D and flash project1.. i've done a lousy work for those 3.. i'm not tat type of "liao" for this kinda thing.. no matter how much effort i put but it still turn put to be a lousy work.. compared to others.. haiz..but aniway i feel alot comfortable after finish up all those work.. oh ya! i juz bought a new hp.. K618.. hmmm.. even this itsn't the dream fone, but nvm.. fone is only temporay.. ok right now i'm doing report.. got to continue.. will update again when free..

2006-10-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

2006-10-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

Life is full of ups and downs, Sometimes you juz dun get wat u have planned for and sometimes u get too much from war u have asked. i've learned gain courage and confidence to face all difficultites and challenges in my life.
Flower blossoms and flower fade like the daily life I spent on this earth. I began to realize wat come will eventually go. I have learned to cherish every sigle moment of my time spend with my love onces and friends. As most of those beauitful moments can onli be remembered when time passed by.

2006-10-21T11:47:00.000-07:00

hearts feel with grif and sorrows.. my tears shed for bryson ah ma when his confin was abt to shift to e ven.. his ah ma cried out: wo de xin how tong ah, ahma hen she bu de ni! my hearts felt so sour for her.. His ah ma dote on him e most.. haiz..
Thurs half day lesson was cancelled but our group still wanna do our project despite lesson cancelled.. thanks to veron* hehe dunno how to spell* help us open a lab for us.. after tat we headed to tiong baru plaza to hv our dinner at BK chris gan tag along too.. took 123 bus to bryson wake, lots off ppl going together too..
reach his wake i stare at his photo n got a strong feel of sadness and tears stars rolling down my cheek. i cant believe he juz died like this, is so sudden.. his death realli wake mi up, cherish ppl in my life.. and dun take thing for granted.. and this remind mi of my ah ma.. reach home give a call to her to malaysia, even chat wif her like tat since veri long.. feel so happy n felt so love by her.. miss u ah ma..

Next day was fri, as class was cancelled so can wake up abit early, get ready go sch to meet up wif dear dear they all, this time joan tag along too.. she reach super early.. got nothing to tok to her..'' chang mian hen gang gar''.. reach bryson wake and waiting for e rest to reach edwin, sirton and rauduh came too.. dear called.. n i got to end here..
although bryson is gone but i believe his heart nv gone..

2006-10-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

In the midst of people living
mostly taking ~never giving
had someone stopped to ponder the thought..
what one man has, ~another has not
the world revolves keeps time and pace
no care within of colour and race
mankind falls short each day it seems
fufilling the needs of others dreams
a timeless end to which seems not
too soon portrayed within our thought
to know that life would end tommorow
today would gather grief and sorrow
for good and bad within our lives
will then be weighed and set aside
our final bill to each mans fate
to die one day an unknown date
take heed within a priceless gift
inside your soul to surely lift
the vain and shallow thoughts of man
bring peace and love, Gods given plan.

My condolence :( bryson, u'll always be rememberd!

Gal! u r testing my temper?

taking my things wif out permission!
grab all the advantage u can take!
leaving in ur own ur tat i nv exist tat onli moi thing exist!
always give in to u, hoping one day u can give out n nv expect for return.
took moi things with out permission, wat kinda person do u take mi for?
tat thing its a person who gave it to mi n i treasure n appricate it
N u juz took it like nothing its gonna happen n u felt nothing abt it,
u think everybody like u, dunno how to treasure things tat r given to u?
HEY! kept it in my heart for a long time.
N some day it'll explored, if u gonna continue being aggressive,
too bad u made mi cant take it any more!
i tear away ur things hide all the thing u like
u'nv gonna find it unless u noe ur mistake n apologize.
" WO REN NI HEN JUO LE"

2006-10-12T12:47:00.000-07:00

wat a day! mental n physical tired.. feel like is out of energy need to go home recharge.. these few days go out wif out fully charged my body energy n always go out low batt, at e end of the day feel like dying cuz my brain n body is drying up..
now den understand y ppl say 24 hr not enough..

Crawl out of my bed at 7.30 tis morning after receiving dear's call.. get everything done n come to sch.. my project is onli 3/4 done everbody ve passed up ytd le.. have to rush le.. now blogging while chixf feet prductio doing their filming.. they r finishing soon.. JIA YOU! ltr evening going town wif my sis go shop for dinner gown for my church dinner.. looking forward to tat day..

working on weekends.. full shift..
3 more days to our special day..
sry lao gong cant spend my day wif u.. hope u understand.. dun sad i'll make it back one day.. sooner or ltr..MuackZzZ..

2006-10-11T17:39:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT MAN! I've lost my ez-link card AGAIN!
This is my sec time lost it.. Wat a loser!
Tat day is sun..working at bishan.. juz knock off from work, mi & my 2 other colleague, we all were all rushing for train.. i get into e mrt control put my ez-link card in my back of my pocket, tats i always do, straight away mi n e other gal ran into e mrt le.. didnt notice my ez-link at all..till i reach yishun going to tap out, den realize its missing.. at tat time i was on e phone wif dear.. didnt listen to her advise to go tell the officer, but i juz cant listen.. start to panic.. my tears starts to flow down y cheeck.. insist to go back bishan station to find.. no sight of my card.. no choice.. have to tell the officer while waiting for them to sent the mail to every station they asked mi to do survey-.-.. alreadi no mood still ask mi do do all these.. den i say e uncle, he peiseh lor.. they give mi a free exist to yishun.. okay.. headed back to yishun.. got a officer aunty, damn naggy la.. say maybe i'll take free ride.. wtf? y should i do tat? i not like no money to pay for the ride.. n sudent 45cents oso cannot pay meh.. ok say no more.. tat moment no mood to do anithing she oso noe i'm noot listening to her.. my parents waiting outside mrt station for mi.. gave mi an adult ez-link.. reach home like everyone trying to make mi happy or wat.. first is my both parents take mi hm, sec is my sis bought 2 tank top tat i lost with similar designs, third is my bro volunteer his ez-link card for mi, cuz won be tat ex as adult.. everything done ard 2am. n went to slp.. tiring day!

2006-10-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

I'm astray in my own metally world..
Alot of thing going thou my mind this few days.. cuz of these i've lost weights.. gd is i dun have to worry abt my tummy blar blar blar..
I did trust u, is juz tat i cant trust myself.. trying hard to gain my confident over a long term.. but nothing seems to be better.. Its easy to say wat u've to do n wat u should not.. but its hard to anitcipate wat u've said..
I've to love myself inorder to love others..
Btw i was quite amazed by wat u told mi tat nite..
i juz love u the way u r.. missing u badly!

2006-10-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

2006-09-29T14:37:00.000-07:00

ytd went health promotion board wif chix feet crew, sirton n miss chris.. everybody wear appropriate except eileen seldom see her so formal.. hehe.. but i can say is nice la.. after the meeting they bring us to library to let them search on the info... ended up we play ard wif the machine there.. measure blood pressure, height n weight.. yay! i'hv lost weights le.. after tat.. everybody went ahead on their own business.. den the rest of us eileen, diana, jess, dear n mi.. dear suggest to chinatown tem market to eat.. Yummy! had our sumptuous meal.. and booked a room at kbox at 5.. so we rush there in few mins time.. we sang our lung out tat whole evening.. there kinda cold n not much cuztomer.. we were the most noisy once down there.. after tat dear n mi headed home she sent mi till yio chu kang n headed home.. cuz her mother was not happy le.. n the rest of them went to shop ard in chinatown.. in mrt saw birdy n her bf, she kinda bad mood so didnt tok to her much.. reach home ard 10 plus.. chitchat on fone until 12 plus n went off to bed le..

today gonna slack at home the whole day n do my project.. M8 sux.. is so stress doing all these..

gonna miss u badly.. i'm counting down the day we can meet again..
lao gong i'm missing u badly alr..

2006-09-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

KNN!
Being molested by a boy today, NA BAI!
my mum call mi to bring her bag to mrt station for her juz e time i going to sch to do my project. reach mrt station, veri crowded, got a boy ard sec 1 or 2 walk passed mi veri quickly n his fcuking hands cannot keep to himself.. juz right i walk pass him he stick out his hand n touch my *pp.. I faster trun back stare at him n i pointed my .l. middle finger immdiately.. and he ran off.. told my mother abt it.. and my mother starts to panic.. not long after he appear again.. first thing i do i went up to him was abt to gave him a tight slap my mother stops mi.. damn it.. my mother keep on scolding him.. he mouth lyk kenna sew or something dunno how to open n tok ar! guilty izzit!
NB! He so horny rite better go drill a hole n Fcuk URSELF dun go ard touching ppl! n he's so superfluous abt sexual stuff go read up science or something get some educated knowledge into ur damn brain. so young be a molester liao grown up be rapist ar? upgrade?! this kind of ppl should burn in hell forever! Most guys in this world live for lust..
4 words for the Fcuking boy GO AND DIE BA! LOSER!

2006-09-24T20:22:00.000-07:00

Sat
ytd have a date wif dear, she came down to meet mi and as usual she late i even late.. but nv let her wait too long la.. headed to grand cathay to redeem our free movie ticket, hehe we were so lucky n got another card tat says weekdays buy one ticket get one free.. dear go redeem her membership card for two.. after den shop ard, she saw a specs having promotion n she likes it alot. after tat went to ms we were thinking of walking there, but scare lost our way so intend to take a bus there dear so funni.. she go chase the bus but didnt manage to catch it. Outside MS they r distributing balloon and tissue juz nice we nv bring much tissue.. dear dear take e tissue and keep den go to next person and take again haha den i oso go take balloon.. went to my work place to give something. got a bad news.. haiz.. after tat dear went to go interview nike shop hope she'll get in.. went to grab a bite at secert recipe chocz n chocz that all we order.. its so yummy!
We headed back to cathay but still left one hr for our movie.. so we go grab food again.. ate mushroon n chessy crip at shinlin.. we watch haunted apartment.. the ending is abit les but i lyk it:p its so creepy.. after movie we shop ard orchard saw denielle n her gf, she veri k siao.. dear sent mi hm.. reach home abt 10 plus.. good girl!*give a pack on my shoulder
i lost a give tat she gave to mi on our 1st month anni, got to find it.. on phone wif her until 1 n be my usul pig le...zzzZZZ!

Sun
wake up as usual early.. after church went hm staight dun feel lyk going out..partly is dun have the mood.. miss her badly.. hope everything between us will be great and fine.. everytime saw her i feel so threaten as i'm scare the way she toks, see, n disturb her.. i felt so small lyk an ants, when it happen infront of mi.. cuz i feel tat i'm e 3rd party or something.. she use to lyk her alot n longer den mi.. i cant even compare to her in anithin.in everybody's eyes she love her alot in e past but y does we got together? am i e extra? or she takes mi as her.. i dunno..doubting her.. in everyone eyes she's sooo charming n great.. whhole world seems to like her alot.. i'm juz a ordinary girl, dump sometimes.. n think if she were to be wif her think she'll be more proud of her den being wif mi.. i''m juz an extra...

i love u alot but i'm juz cant get the truth out of my eye.. i done my veri best to let u have my best.. feel gd abt myself when alone wif u.. enjoy every moment we spent.. but when meets up wif prob i'll become too enervated to resist.. sorry!

2006-09-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protacts, always trust, always hopes. always perserveres.
1CORINTHIANS 13:4-7

2006-09-15T11:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO U DEAR!
I made a bottle of sand for her ytd nite.. inside got e sands from the beach we went b4 on our 1st month is at east coast. Still rmb tats our first time stay over nite together, veri memoriable. Hope this is a surprise for her.. i ytd afternoon bought a cute bottle den after work reach home decore the bottle n put sand and everything inside make until veri late 1 lyk tat slp.. But as long as she likes it, i dun mind doing all these.. ytd sch was stressful cant finish my 3D project on time, thanks to dear help mi burn this morning.. after work went straight to work, quite relax there as working with therena and jonnna. I took my shop t-shirt to wear while working, e patten veri cute. worked 3hrs time fly passed fast as we chated alot things, feel more relax at work. not much customers to served.
Next week will be our dance competition le.. Hope we can make it to the finals and everything goes smoothly! May God bless us for our whole process of practices and performance, i hand all this in ur holy hand, In jesus name i pray, Aman!

2006-09-06T16:37:00.000-07:00

-tue-
Is so stressful in sch ytd. i wrote the whole script myself, with abit of help from dear.. thanks dear. Hardly breath cuz its too stressful. In M8 lesson, we were suppose to hand up wateva we have done for our logo. We handed up 2 pieces of paper, winston did not agree to our logo:(, he said we r not putting enough affort and deprove our standard. haiz. after a lecture from him, we got more stress, cuz we didn't noe wat is our forcus, and can't make up our mind. haiz:(

Look like a spikey hedgedog.
Sound like mi banging on the table.
Taste like old mouldy bacon.
Smells like old ppl breath.
Feel like going to explored anitime soon.

After sch, dear & mi didn't noe where to go since we ended sch abit early. After all arguements n discussions, we decides to go near my house there void deck slack n chitchat. reach home ard 8. alot of ppl in my house, all r my sis's church friends. They came up to give her a birthday surprise, they bought a big cake along. haha i reach home juz nice they finish celebrating her b'dae. Btw, her b'dae is not on tue, is on wed.. bath, eat, use comp awhile and chat on phone wif her awhile n went to dreamland early cuz too tired.. light off at 10 plus.

-Wed-

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MEI!

Lesson actually starts at 8, BUT i'm too tired n hand a hard time getting out of my bed, struggling n rolling in my comforatable big bed, n decided to msg dear tat i'll reach interchange at 830. went to Mr Ong lesson, n we took the time to draw our damn logo, wondering when will we finish our logo. realli veri sien le. i gtg. going to prepare my video project3 script, its killing mi!

2006-09-02T22:39:00.000-07:00

<Thur>
Had a wonderful day wif darling.. meet up wif her in e afternoon.. wanna see her badly, we were heading cineleisure.. on our way i saw my ex.. he was alone.. n he give mi a eye contact tat make mi feel guilty suddenly.. i shell not think too much as i alr have a wondeful gf now.. when we juz step out of somerset mrt station we notice is raining heavily outside.. is raining too big tat we cant possibly run thou to cine.. so we went to john little next to mrt station.. search up n down in n out of the whole buliding for one damn umbrella.. ok finally we manage to dig out.. so we headed to cine.. at first we were thinking of eating pasta mania there.. but it seems not enough time for it.. as out online booking movie starts at 3.15pm n cuz of e heavy rain n e waste if time fiding umbralla we reach there abt 2.45pm lyk tat.. so i suggest to go emax look around.. in e end we took neoprints there.. e machines there is cool man.. n have lotsa props for us.. was thinking of wearing haha but dear find it silly.. so okay i dun mind not wearing it.. n u noe wat! e machines there speaks ENGLISH! tat was awsome! normally take neoprints, i can hardly understand all those japanese language.. n usually i will guess de.. oh ya! there got free lamitaion n provides e-mailing all those photo to u.. cool rite?
We catch "snake on the plane". I love e way they film it, and this movie make mi scold alot of vulgarity.. cuz its so er xin.. oh man.. make mi no appitite.. after movie when to shop around heeren, raffles city, wisma n finally we gribbed our food at wisma there.. After eating she suggest go e fruit i hate alot but its my fav. place to hang ard "durian shell"..We spent our rest of e time at the splendour of the scenery.. n we self entertain.. we play games n alot of our silly reaction all come out..retarted us.. We both laugh out loud there.. disturb dao other couples kissing haha.. we left there early cuz e next day i still got work have to rest early.. dear sent mi home.. n got myself into bed as soon as i reach home..ZzZ

The saddest of all was how neglect had stung the hearts
I dun blame cuz tats e fact of our lifestlye
Onli can accecpt n adapt it
cant convince ppl tat we'r in love
for mi being untended in front of ppl, wat remains is this memory we've got inside my heart.

photos we took at emax..

2006-08-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

These two weeks realli busy alot of things.. sch, work, helping chixfeet production in make-up.. so tired tat didnt have enough time to slp.. i'm dead TIRED AH! can i take holidays???

-Work-
So far so good.. although money abit less but better den SMC.. but the time there are hard to passed.. good thing is slack n break time still count e pay.. bad thing is public holidays, no commission and no double pay or extra 1.5% thingy de.. good thing is can get 50% discount of their item..

-chixfeet production-
i'm there for helping the make-up.. esp for lijuan.. she is e mother role.. so have to make-up lyk veri old woman.. challenging man.. each time i make-up for her the more look lyk "lao char bo".. they r veri hardworking man.. n c them film got some tips too.. hehe.. tips for pur project 2.. i hope we can do a great job this time.. but no confident..

-Filming project2-
we film today.. OMG! onli one thing for the whole process tat is Pei seh la.. schs have alotsa FUCKING PPL LYK TO GIVE COMMENTs.. HEY BUSTARDS IF U THINK U CAN DANCE N GOT E COURAGE TO DANCE LYK TAT IF CANNOT BETTER SHUT UR MOUTH N ASS UP.. MAKE SURE SHUT IT TIGHT! GUYS BASICALLY SUXS SO MUCH TAT I DUN WISH TO SEE THEM ARD IN THIS WORLD!

today sch over slept.. i'm so tired lor. my body cannot take the tiredness le.. these few days my low blood pressure become worest.. sit n stand oso got problem.. it give mi a feeling tat gonna knock out anitime.. feel so weak n xinku.. dunno wats wrong wif my body system.. god pls give mi a good health! in jesus name i pray Aman!

even thou we cant show everyone we'r together n didnt get a place for my ownself sad at times.. but i still won regret to be wif u!

2006-08-23T11:33:00.000-07:00

Blood boils
Hear my heart pulsating
This hatred running throu my veins and my brain calculating the paces every time u treat mi lyk tat

Why, why do i hate u?
Am i to blame?
As long as she gets the hell out of this
Since young she always drilled a hole in my heart every time she's not happy with mi
Drained all my happiness and joy away

I want to confront u,
Throw my hand at ur face
I did not do all these is cuz i still respect u as a mother though u didn't respect mi at all
All along u have no right to treat mi lyk this

When the anger finally comes out
I don't know how will it become, to picture a person dead

U have angered mi enough
And u'r not around to hear
So i'll leave a message in e wind
To land on ur foot one morning
Two simple words worth absorbing
MOTHER FUCKER!!!

I'm tired of angry
really need some break

2006-08-15T22:45:00.000-07:00

Mon...
<Nafa Test Day>
wake up as usual.. reach inter in time.. gd job for mi! seldom so panctual de.. today jess nv meet us she got something on in e morning.. so meet qi n dear.. first lesson was boring second lesson was boring too... finally break.. our MDP lesson for tt dae was cancel due to nafa test ltr.. our nafa test start at 2pm.. we started our 5 station.. our first staion was sit-up.. every body was cheating including mi hehe.. sec station was standing broad jump passed quite fast.. as in we didnt realli waste our time lyk in e 1st station.. but jac hurt her whole arm.. her hand was "tuo juo" is quite disgusting cuz her hand swell until veri big.. n can feel e bone..eeeeeee* hair stand* next we shift to 3rd station was pull-up.. omg hand pain when do tat.. i cheated abit.. teacher saw.. sway lor.. so was minus of 3 pull-up.. after tat we move to 4th station is shutter run.. my staminar really drop.. we nv take 5th station.. dunno y.. but heard tat gonna take it on e next SW lesson..

after everything was our 2.4km run.. arghx.. hate running.. wat a toture.. b'cuz of the running i got sorethoat after tat.. think is lack of water alreadi.. still run dan over dyhrated.. after everything i go to meet my sec friends.. doris, rachel, irene and marina..when to eat dinner at northpoint food court.. chit chatted alot.. long time no c alot of things to tok n grossip abt.. keke.. after tat we went to take neoprint.. we spent 30mins to take one neoprint.. cuz e machines spoil wait for aunty fix it.. while waiting we took alot of photo in hp.. den kena scold n we still continus our photo taking we like playing hp hide n seek wif tat aunty.. whole process was damn funny.. keep on disturb each other.. we went home after tat.. reach home around 10pm..

Tue..
+Happy 2nd Month Anniversay To my Precious Dear+
wake up in e morning first thing notice tat i cant move my leg cuz its too hurt.. feeling lyk sittin a wheel chair for today.. but anw.. i'm so happy today cuz gotta meet her soon.. meet her 9am at yio chu kang mrt.. was late.. over slept abit.. sry dear.. went to bodok to eat our first meal.. we burget so went to princess watch movie.. "My Super ex Girlfriend" show was quite funny.. hmmm okok la.. not as funni as "click".. finish watch.. heading back to sch.. was raining at tat time.. veri cool.. haha we both share 1 jacket haha.. she was shivering i could feel it beside mi.. haha... we went for MDP lesson from 1-4.. but can go off early lyk 2.30.. but i didnt.. cuz i got 100 logo awaiting for mi to create them.. after lesson went to tem inter to eat sweanson.. we were so funni inside e restruant.. should say self entertain ba.. we spent 1 hour plus eating.. order lotsa food but too bad our stomach no more space for ice-cream le.. she sent mi home.. we slept on e bus.. when i wake up tat time i notice my sorethrat got worst.. is lyk going to lose my voice.. so pain man.. arghx:( hate it.. i had a nice dae after all..

thanks to dear for the sweanson i'll treat u back once i got my first pay:)
oh ya.. got into P.O.A at marina square.. hope everything will be fine for my first day:)

Hold u tight, nv let go of u!

2006-08-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

Wed..
Tat day was national day! was going to meet up my clique n dear.. haiz.. was quite dissapointed, last time jac, yuanling and jess cannot make it.. nvm.. still have wenhui n chewchee.. and their partner coming along too.. so altogether have 6 ppl.. meet wenhui n junren at cityhall mrt station.. den after tat meeting chewchee n benny at movie threater outside.. we were going to watch "The Fast and the Furious Tokoyo Drift".. u guys muz watch it..e cars inside their show is damn cool la.. n alot pretty chicks too.. but is some kinda similiar to inital D..
Ok.. after the movie we went to Chocolate Bar at Explanade to eat waffles..YUMMY! .. had lotsa fun there,we oso took alot of pics.. will upload it soon..:)
After eating was going to watch fire works.. we headed to e out door there.. alot of ppl man.. damn crowded.. we were trying hard to squeze to e front for better view.. n ya.. of cuz we manage to get e view we want.. n we decided to seat down since alot of ppl r seating down.. juz when we have juz landed our ass on e floor.. a guy wif polo tee asked us weather came here to c fire works.. we ans ya.. n he said tat today dun have fire works is not schedule today.. is on 11th n 12th.. after saying to us he left.. We all STUNNED there.. wth! we have juz seated down n told us tat today no fireworks.. i' think the whole s'pore have been trick.. cuz alot of ppl there like us oso waiting to c.. hmm nvm.. so we headed to suntic den went to newton circus to eat our supper.. after tat we headed home.. dear sent mi home..When we reach my house down stairs.. she wanted to go toilet.. n here have no toilet.. so bo bian ask her to come my house lor.. n was hoping there is no one in my house.. cuz scare my mother suspect.. she came out of e toilet kena scare by my mother.. haha.. she didnt expect her to be in e house as i reach i check but no one onli my bro n sis.. ok haha they chatted awhile.. den she took cab home.. den i wash up.. n light off!

here is e food we ate in e chocolate bar.

2006-07-31T20:23:00.000-07:00

ytd sch was long.. after sch when to find kennix n rachel.. today is rachel first day of work.. muz go n support her ma.. Her gf oso will meet her, so i meet shuxiang at mrt first.. went to eat pepper lunch for dinner.. hmm.. YUMMY! eat until so bloaded..

today sch was quite fun.. joke ard in sch.. esp her la.. always disturb mi.. whole day long..(P.S yuanling call u to treat mi better) hehe.. dunno wats wrong wif my mouth todae.. mouth n brain cannot link properly.. always say wrong words.. n make a fool out of myself:p..
After sch.. we headed back to yishun.. at sat under a void dack.. we had a wonderful chat.. after all not tat bad den last few daes.. cuz of her mother wans her to go back home early.. we left abt 6.40pm lyk tat.. as wat i expected she took a cab home.. cuz of lazy-.-".. noe wat? ever since we together.. every single time she sents mi home nv fail to take cab back to her house de..(P.S dear ah.. can u save some money?)

Hoping tml will be a better day!
*i love u darling.. i treasure e moment we together*

2006-07-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

fri.. sch was short on tat day..after sch dear came my house.. we watched shartted together wif my sis.. haha so funni.. my sis was freak out.. n keep on scaring my sis.. cuz mi n her watched it b4.. so noe when its e scary part.. but my sis took revange.. she scare mi back.. n realli got scared..lol..in e end my sis n her "parka" disturb mi back-.-".. tat time was having my lunch.. haiz.. didnt get a peace to eat.. after tat eileen meet us at Raffles Place acc her go c brods.. on our way.. in 811 bus.. was gonna rain tat time.. sky is dark.. could feel e cold air outside.. was sitting beside her staring into e darky sky.. suddenly i saw a big flash of lights slip throu my eye.. i tot was thander.. faster turn back to her say its n say thander coming.. was preapring to cover my ear.. she start laughing at mi.. n said it was the flash lights of e cam.. den i saw in front of us.. got 2 pri boys taking pic.. i was lyk-.-".. reach there.. melvin tag along too.. helping eileen to take pic of brods.. after awhile wenhui join us for e taking pic section.. after tat.. went to diana b'dae charlet..she 18th on tat day.. HAPPY 18TH B'DAE TO DIANA! We started eating.. after tat sing b'dae song n photo taking section.. haha.. they r so carzy n funni.. hmmm didnt realli join in wif em.. cuz not close wif them...OH YA.. there is a baby there.. so cute n chubby look like "la pi xiap xin"hee.... he's 5month n 10kg.. tat how chubby he's.. we stay until quite late..due to my mum.. have to take cab home.. cuz she actually dun allow mi to go.. juz no reason not for mi to go.. so i dun care..i'm big enough to make my own decsion.. she have to tust n respect mi.. n i'm not doing anithing wrong.. dear send mi home.. reach home ard 12am.. we chatted on e phone awhile n lights off!ZzZz

sat.. slowly wake up.. preapre to go dance.. class starts at 12pm.. n prepare till half realize i'm late le..11.15 i still at home.. when i was half way throu 969 bus in e middle of e high way.. Mr cho msg mi.. his msg goes lyk tis.. "sry jenifer at ndp reh+ class cancel.. once i c tis msg.. my blood start boling le.. WTF man.. waste my time n trip onli.. say early la.. qi worst den mi.. she alreadi in a cab.. waste her cab fair.. which cost her $10 plus ba.. so we change idea.. meet qi instead.. at tem intchge.. we change plans.. wents shopping instead.. after tat mat up wif benny boy at mac.. went to causeway point to meet up wif xiaohui.. we going to a haunted house there.. hongmeng they all wanna c e location good for flaming for their video lab.. so i juz tag along hee.. BUT they will be veri late..cuz of meet dear n they all time crash.. haiz sry to qi.. cant go.. juz left them half way.. meet up wif them le.. we were going to e superband thingy.. is like toking onli.. i not sure wats tat event called.. AWY my mother called n scold mi.. ask mi to go home now.. in e middle of everything! i juz flare wif her.. haiz.. she make mi so stress up.. cant i go enjoy wif my friends.. she dun understand mi so she dun trust mi n dun even believe wat ever i said or explain.. wat can i do den? took cab home again.. dear send mi home..

sun.. had been so long since i last gone to sun sch.. cant really understand every single thing.. but still can understand la.. didnt hang ard much after church.. ate lunch wif my church friend n went home straight.. noe wat! forgot to bring my ezlink card out.. how can i be so forgetful.. hmm got have a long week le.. thinking tml sch end late.. make mi feel so sien..

2006-07-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

2006-07-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

From sch reopen till now.. nv had enough slp.. my eyelid is shutting it up..drooling at the chair.. my head is nodding again e comp.. its all cuz of e damn new timetable.. nearly everyday go home at 6.. if u wanna c the timetable.. pls go to tis link.. itjustyourself.blogspot.com.. u'll c it.. n u'll noe how sien i feel.. haiz..but e good thing is.. get to c her everyday:).. bad thing is.. this new timetable make mi no time work.. so means i got no income.. n means i cant go out so much.. n means i cant go shopping.. n means i cant get alot of things..

the first day of sch.. we got to noe which module project we gone into.. guess wats e news..
I choose video as my first choice.. n didnt manage to get it.. our class onli got one group can get in.. NOT FAIR! other class got 2 group.. y our class onli got 1 group.. heard tat is dun have enough resourses.. how can like tat man.. cuz of not enough resourse den cant get in.. waste our talent.. stupid sch.. so we got into graphic design.. is stress man.. gonna spent alot of time in tis project.. make sure we score well..all e best to our project!:)

2006-07-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

Damn it! ask mi no need to come today got u replace alreadi.. WTF! i had enough of em.. i have been give bad attendence.. due to my dance eh.. haiz.. i can onli have one.. either dance or work.. its hard for mi to choose.. i wan both.. my time n phyical energy dun allow.. kena hard time now.. goona find new job soon!

We had out 1st month past.. she had given mi 3 surprises so far.. infact should say i kena her trick 3 times..
ok!.. she bought a necklace for mi.. n put it in my bag.. tat was after my dance she come find mi in sch.. but i didnt notice it. i went to my bag get my wallet n went to but food to eat.. sec open my bag to take perfume out.. n again i didnt notice it.. she n jess down there laughing i'm stupid enough.. dun even notice there is something not correct.. after tat we in bus stop goona take out my ez-link card den i found out tat bag inside.. put till kena obvious.. but didnt c it.. until open my bag e 3rd time den saw it.. got trick-.-"

we wen to grand chathy to watch "Pirates of the Caribbean".. wa its a nice show man.. its veri funni.. n the main character is actualli Willy Wonka.. okok.. back to e topic.. but b4 e movie start we went to shop e newurbanmale.. i was realli juz looking onli.. nv intend to get tat tank top at all.. den we were hungry.. wen to long john sliver to eat.. but juz we left tat chathy.. she say she stomach pain wanna go toilet.. ok.. i offer to acc but she dun wan.. den she wen back to e chathy toilet.. den after tat.. i saw here carry the newurbanmale's paper bag.. i was so shock.. n stare at her veri long.. dunno how to react.. den i noe actaully she nv go toilet.. went back to get tat tank top.. but i juz nv think tat she will get it.. how stupid i'm.. i've been trick again-.-"

now the 3rd one.. tat day is class gathering.. tat day i got dance.. so i'll be late.. n she got to get her sis's things.. after tat went to marina bay to meet her together wif our classmates.. n she get mi a keychain.. wif our date when u got together.. she put it in my hp le.. i still dunno.. until she call mi where i'm juz beside her.. haha.. n they laugh at mi for being slow-.-"..

tml gonna meet up le.. after 3 days den meet:( kinda miss her soo much.. hope tml will be better.. i'll stop here le:)

2006-07-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

sorry for the readers.. This blog has been dead for the past few months.. gonna do some update..
cuz alot of things has happened n changed..

these dew weeks went back to dance.. n the performence they gave us its like 2 weeks after.. n have to learn 2 dance.. erm.. infact is 3 dance in e same time.. but one is hiphop.. will be performening on national day.. the other one is clog dance & jazz tango..

Half way i gave up clog dance.. as i realli feel myself retarted dancing it.. hmm dun have the "momentearm".. but today c them finish the whole dance.. n every body dancing veri cute.. cuz e step is man to be lyk tat.. haha.. n the clog they wear is all those oldies ah ma wear de.. lyk in the kopitiam tat kind.. its RED color somemore..ee.. abit kuku.. cute its cute aniway..all the best to em:).. haha..

E tango jazz was fun too.. nv dance lyk tat b4.. its something new:) today finish all the chorographing thingy le.. yay! but e thing is I HAVE TO WEAR LONG SKIRT! arghx! kill mi man.. hate it alot alot.. but have to wear.. bo pian.. nvm onli for tat performance.. see shen:( body has been aching for a week lyk siao! old alreadi.. cannot take it..

i lost my for 3 daes de.. n i feel lost too.. pray hard for it to come out.. but its didnt.. i'hv search throu my house up n down in n out.. still can find haiz..sobsob.. all my this month "cai chan" is inside there..arghx:(

was missin her days n weeks le.. nv realli got a chance to spent time wif her.. waiting n waiting for tat dae to come..haiz.. i juz hope tat.. she'll give e best out of it.. i muz too.. commitment is impt..missing u badly..

Love one another and u'll be happy, It's as simple n as difficult as tat..

2006-05-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

Have u seen someone so ridiculous b4..

ok e story goes like tat..

My gal friend she dunno somthing going on tml.. she sort of last min noe.. so she called mi n ask..
u noe wat make mi so pissed off abt?
she said: ni men ku yi bu yao wo zhi dao? mun ze wor..
immdently became agatited..
of cuz la..

how i dunno u dunno tat DAMN THING GOING ON TML? we tok n discuss infront of u.. so means we dun have e intention to keep it from u.. nv listen to wat teacher says.. n give mi e excuse of being late.. HEY.. teacher mantion quite lot of times in class..

HEY GAL DUN PUSH ALL E BLAME TO MI..
WAT I'M NOT HER LOVER OR PARENTS TO 'JARGA' HER LIFE(i'm juz ur friend how i noe u dunno all these)
teacher say so loud she nv heard
izzit ears all clot wif ear's shit?
N e worst thing is say i perposly keep it from her.
pls la! y should i do tat? isn't this childish..
n i get no advantage by doing this
rediculous rite???

juz tis thing freak mi out le

n ppl dun appricate of wat i have done..
nvm..
but dun back stabbe mi n hypocrite pls..(i cant stand such a thing)
n stop all these comparing things k.. u took all e advantage from mi le.. wats more u still wanna ask for? huh!
behind my back do such a thing.. u think is happening great bout urself?

ur pay rise le.. BIG FUCK?
i dun give a damn ok..
cuz u got this is not cuz of ya hard work..
its cuz u always like to *sayang their ass behind them*

ya tis kinda of job u like to do ah.. but not for mi k.. i dun do tis tats y i didnt get e rise pay..

N THIS JOB SUCKS LIKE HELL LE..

have enough of e bu shuang le..

2006-05-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

When i see u, my heart stop beating,
When i wif u, i hope e time will juz stop there 4eva,
When u smile, my heart melt,
When we kiss, i yearn for more,
When we french, hearts thumping,blood freezing,
When i hear ur voices, i smile in my heart,
When we hugs, i feel our heart r being as 1,
When u touch my face, i saw silly smile of urs..
This Wonderful feeling(AWESOME)

Haiz.. all this seem to be so far away...

2006-05-18T21:39:00.000-07:00

he is trying hard to put a broken friendship to pieces back to the way they were for her.. is this possible??? will it be like last time??? i tot i made it clear??? i think i have crossed my own line somehow.. haiz i need a listening ear.. would u slice ur ear out juz for mi?? oh!! wat a bloody glory..

cant have a gd slp.. cuz i will dream of e evil u.. Dont wanna be fool in ur eyes.. cuz wat we had was built on ur lies..

how i wished another soul will complement mi like how the existing one who's doing it..

2006-05-18T06:23:00.000-07:00

I'm getting sick of communicating to u verbally. this is the final straw. Juz let us off this time.. i'm getting mentally strained.. i'm sure u feel e same way as well.. or maybe not..so y do u force us to put this to an end.. i will be more happy to return u e square one.. when didnt even noe u at all..

i took all the trouble to investigate myself of ur mysterious problem n i conclueded from ur physical action n some kind advices from others, its juz an issue of acknowledging e real love for urself. so WHAT is e PROBLEM here? i seriously don't feel e way i ought to be treated as a friend from u..

i do treasure this freindship, but u r not.. Lets ignore this n stop all ur excuses..PLS kindly assist mi to get out of ur life.. this definitely will do good for both of us.. u can continus wif ur scandal for all i care.. n no longer i'm interested in ani of ur personnal issue animore

shoot off stranger.

2006-05-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

haiz.. in e end we broke off le.. but we still friends.. from a couple to a friends.. is not easy to do so.. really dunno i choose e correct path anot? i kept thinking abt our happy past too mani memorise.. but we noe tat we r not for each other.. "Ji Mo Pian Chen Le See Kuan, See kuan Kao Ze Ku Tan".. ppl think its my fault.. but still everybody support my decision.. life is like tat.. if there is two path for u.. n if u choose e wrong path u can nv gt back or to rechoose again..
haiz.. i will end here..

2006-04-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!!..
tiring day for mi.. cuz working today.. today have a small conflict wif him.. i dunno wats wrong wif mi man.. at first i tot i am all right to be pissed off.. cuz he really too girly( be taking his own sweet time) last min call him to something.. and give no time to do.. i dump him in yishun.. go find rachel they all.. den they sort of like make mi happy.. den suddenly petty him alone down there wait for mi.. so go back yishun.. funni thing is he saw mi everything like alright le..nv give mi black face.. after tat went to work.. i was late abit.. but nvm.. i always like tat.. and u noe wat? meet a customer.. he is a small boy age abt 10yrs old like tat.. he came to mi.. call 'auntie u all have a cd called blar blar' den i was like boy wat do u called mi juz now? he said 'anutie' oh gosh I AM NOT AUNTIE ( do i look auntie to u?i am onli few yrs older den u.. lol).. den i went to find e cds he wanted to find.. while i was finding he intructed mi to go check e comp for e cd.. oh man.. he no need to say i oso noe wa.. today dinner eat wif his family.. his family came to my work place to eat sakea sushi.. n ask mi to come along too.. so took a break n came down.. quite embrassing to order my own.. so i juz eat eat ever on the table.. so peiseh sia..
so tat all abt my day..
boring hor???

wat a boring day 4 mi

2006-04-19T20:28:00.000-07:00

hey.. sooo long nv unpdate my blog le.. k these few weeks alot of things happen.. sch holidays for mi these time is not much differents.. except get to wake up late..

today is dead boring.. stay at home whole day.. the past few days working.. straight 3 days.. n next 3 days not working.. no body ask mi out.. intend to rot at home.. ya tats wat i am going to do..

how am i gonna solve tis relationship peasefully??? someone pls tell mi how..

tue

2006-04-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

getting fed up le.. always like to tok big in front of us.. in e end we found out its a lie.. and onli say wrong for some small thing or dun agree wif it.. reaction so big for wat.. make mi dun feel like toking to u.. we had some quarrel juz now.. but he still forgive mi.. i noe its my fault.. sry.. juz love u soo much.. we watch the movie"goal".. nice show and happy ending.. cant believe he is onli 19..

Fucking EILEEN CHUA SHULING CHEE BYE

2006-03-30T10:45:00.001-08:00

she think she wat.. fuck.. so no manners.. serve u rite.. got all the bruses on ur face.. cuz ur face got one qian bian and fucking face.. and ur mouth prepare to swollen and ur teeth will all drop.. who e hell ask u to insult mi and yien.. tat time insult mummy kena big slap from her still not enough ar.. fucker.. and this is normal for couple lor.. u dunno front dunno back.. wanna insult mi.. serve u rite for the beating.... haiz.. if she tell this matter to mummy.. sure dead de.. she will blow this thing veri big.. hate her doing tat.. might have to break up.. arhx.. not going to talk abt it le.. hand veri pain...

wish and wish

2006-03-29T15:17:00.000-08:00

wish wish wish..
wish i have enough $$$
wish for better relationship
wish for better relationship wif family
wish for better friendship
wish for dreams come true
wish can go holiday wif him
wish for new hp(hp spoiling)
wish for new shoes
wish for new handbag
wish for new bikini
wish to go facial
wish to spa
wish to go for a hair spa
wish to go manicure n pandicure
ok tats abt all my wishes:P

sun

2006-03-19T21:00:00.000-08:00

got my job le.. went back to sembawang cd shop to work.. need of money..start work at 27 of march.. so won't have much time for him le.. aafter church.. meet him to eat New York pizza.. after tat.. went to bugis window shopping.. saw a Puma bag.. veri nice.. i dun care.. going to get tat.. after shopping.. went to play pool wif him.. first time win him.. win him one round onli. the rest i lost.. arhx.. after tat.. we go eat ice-cream.. buy alot of favor to share.. having fun eating..after tat we took a bus home.. in e bus he keep on disturbing mi.. make mi so irritated.. after tat sent him home.. haha.. i am so gentleman man..i can pass off as guy le.. haha

Wed

2006-03-15T22:47:00.000-08:00

Feel so tired going to sch.. today nv go mr yup class.. when to do my lab4.. didnt noe so difficult.. b4 haven start.. think was so easy.. intent to start late.. now we r rushing lyk siao.. at the last lesson.. chewchee let mi watch a korea MTV, the title called b'cos i am a gal. but the comp jus not happy wif mi.. until tat part where the gal watch hair for e guy.. den restart again.. we tried 5 times le.. always stop at the starting part.. i was lyk saying.. maybe is juz the fact.. haha:D.. after tat eileen open the MTV for mi.. but tis time is without e song.. :( so not tat touching le.. they say until lyk will cry lyk tat.. watch finish le.. wow so touching.. but i nv cry lei.. cuz with out e music.. onli chewchee's comp got music.. after sch went to cafe 1 wif em.. haha.. having fun beating each other breast..-.-'' after tat.. go home.. when i go down of e bus walking.. suddenly got a great feeling.. found out tat i miss him sooo much.. so i called him.. at home play game! dunno wat is he thinking.. haiz.. he got my cough.. but seems worse den mi..who ask him come near mi:p hope he get well soon:)

Wed

2006-03-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

Monday

2006-03-14T11:12:00.000-08:00

Y is there ppl behave and acting so secretive.. y cant they tell their "sercret" behind us.. y muz infront of us.. n act so yaya.. if u dun wan us to know den please dun say something infront of us.. getting so pissed off.. this is a kind of respect should give others.. we dun deserve this respect? feel so unimportant to tis world.. seems lyk most of e ppl are lyk tat.. tired.. Is there aniways to slove tis kinda problem? Has been coughing for more den one week.. feel so sick.. today.. after sch stay back to do out DMT lab 4.. our group is the worst in class i think soo.. ppl start present.. we haven even start our premier.. sooo.. we ask teacher to give us more time.. we crash into rachel's class.. their class is even slow den us.. ok.. at least we start something.. after doing.. we go eat lunch.. is our late lunch.. after tat we go orchard.. on our way.. in e bus we were soo noisy.. got one mad guy from our sch..behind us c us soo noise he act on to the noise by scratching the window and break the handle of the chair.. we were soo stuned by his action.. intend to sit to bedok.. instead we drop at tanah merah.. siao! joan, qi n mi go eat ring for our frenzship.. e ring is so ex.. omg.. after tat qi and mi n some of her frenz go watch movie.. "YOURS MINE &OURS" its a great show! i like the kids inside.. after tat.. we went home.. tat time late le..

2006-03-11T22:09:00.000-08:00

ytd.. was a tiring day.. i was so happy tat dear will acc mi to dance.. so i prepare veri fast.. intend go eat breakfast b4 going to dance.. so we decided to eat near his house there..n i reach the market at 9.25 lyk tat.. but he haven even get out of his house.. after 15 mins i called him again.. he said juz came out from toilet.. ok nvm.. call him to be quick.. if not no time to eat.. cuz my dance start at 11am.. i wait and wait.. until 1015 den he reach.. so means late.. cant eat breakfast.. we takeaway from mac.. i felt so silly waiting soo long juz for him to sent mi there.. nvm i am used to it le.. we had some arguement.. its all abt our opion for some stuff is dirrerent.. feel so tired.. in e end i give in to him.. at evening went to shirleen's 21th birthday party at her house.. she is dear's bro's gf..-.- b4 we go there we go surbabe shop buy her present.. heard tat there got discount 30%-70%.. but turn out not everi thing got discount.. after e party his dad sent mi home.. so peiseh..

Welcome to my new blog

2006-03-09T08:50:00.000-08:00

haha.. first time blog sia.. i am so lazy to create all these stuff.. All thanks to joan for heling mi in my blog.. Thanks joan MUACKZ! :) Feel free to tag my blog ah!

Wat a day for mi

2006-03-09T03:37:00.001-08:00

Wat a day!
these few days seem like alot of ppl having serious problem.. so do i.. but my problem will nv solve.. haiz.. when could i stop this kinda problem.. and god really trying to show mi something or juz playing wif mi.. ever since stead wif my bf.. the trend of breaking up couple will start after dunno how long my frienz around mi will break and will have a moment those who are single will attach again..and is not 1 or 2.. n is most of my friends.. its been the routin again and again.. buy my relationship at these time will be stable.. will feel so sry for em.. love is really unpredictable.. and i wanna tell chewchee and wenhui tat dun be sad.. u can find mi out and i will lent u my shoulder to cry on.. perhaps i will cry wif u too.. Every thing will be fine after sometime..haiz.. i noe my spiritually life is so down.. i feel i am serperate from god.. and i am guility of tat.. but i juz cant get close to him i dunno wat thing i dun wanna face him..its so comlicated.. soo.. i wanna serve him.. tats y i serve in children ministry..